It's been a while since I posted my last posting. Yes, I am waiting for something.
Sending 3 scholarship applications makes my daily life a bit out-of-normal-pace. It goes up and down. Sometimes I am quite sure that one of them will put my name as one of the grantee - it's just a matter of time. But another time, I'm afraid that I failed, then must start everything from scratch... many times I feel so desperately waiting for the result (I'm curious, why do they need months to do the preliminary selection).
The result will shape the future... and I am waiting.